I've been inspired to truly start a blog. A blog about LOVE. Yes, love. Why not? Julie blogged about Julia Child, why can't I write a blog about love? I have a lot to say about the matter, and currently being single, have a lot to learn about love...not to mention a few funny stories along the way!
So let me bring you up to speed. I'm currently single. I've had 4 serious relationships. I even married one of them! None of them added up to my definition of love and all of them disappointed me in one way or another. So here I am...not necessarily looking for love, but trying to learn what love is and how I want it to play a role in my next relationship, and hopefully my last!
At this moment in time I feel as if my definition of love does not exist in reality. I'm too passionate, too sensitive and over think the hell out of EVERYTHING. I fear that there isn't anyone out there who can: a. keep up with me, b. see the world as passionately and closely as I can, or c. have the same definition of love that I have. That definition you ask? I have no clue! I have bits and pieces of it, but not a whole complete concept. But I do know I want the fairytale...not the happily ever after, but the wild 'fireworks' everyone speaks of. I've yet to experience that.
One thing I know for sure...I have the best friends and family a girl could ever ask for! They have always been there for me when I needed them and I am eternally grateful for each of them. Let me tell you about some of the awesome people in my life...of course I've changed their names and will never discuss their personal matters, but they give me AWESOME advice and have even been a part of many of my 'debacles.'
Cool Momma: She's been such a rock for me. She came into my life literally when my ex-husband (PDA) was walking out of it and has been a critical part of decision-making ever since.
Word: He is equally as a rock as Cool Momma. His advice is always dead-on-balls accurate and his intensity is something I appreciate. He reads me well and listens to everything I say carefully and responds wholeheartedly.
Zumba Chick: She's a newer friend, but she rocks my world. Her optimism and open-door attitude make me feel as if I have a place in the world.
Lola: Another great friend...she knows EXACTLY what I'm going through and validates all my thoughts and feeling as being normal. She too is there for me, and I feel I'm there for her too!
Those are my friends!
Currently, there are no romantic prospects...perhaps a really good time to start this blog so I don't have much backtracking to do. Of course there is Unattainable, though. He's everything I'd love to have in relationship right now...funny, courteous, respectful, deep and so much more. He makes me so excited about everything, but it can't and won't ever happen so I'm gonna try not to mention it too much on here. I've had intuitions about the situation, but my intuitions haven't been so accurate lately, so I'll keep my mouth shut for now. So, that's why I don't consider him a prospect because, well, he's unattainable!
So now you're up to speed on me! I am looking forward to embarking on this journey with you. I'm sure you'll laugh, cry and possibly hurl! I know I've wanted to hurl a few times myself!
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